It gets to be this good.
It gets to be this good.
I'm going to repeat that one more time…
IT GETS TO BE THIS GOOD.
But you have to let it in.
It is your responsibility to open when you want to close.
And it all happens through the body.
If you haven't read last weeks (juicy AF) Heart Note, go read it – the link is at the bottom of this page to binge the exclusive Heart Notes blog of all past Heart Notes.
Last week's is an important one.
So important that it might become part of my work…
Keep your eyes out 👀 but I digress.
I’ve been playing with collapsing time using the theory that the past, present and future are all happening right now…
Two weeks before leaving for CR I decided that I am already a millionaire who has been CHOOSING to have the experience of living life on much less.
If having is evidence of wanting (Existential Kink) then I must be gaining something from living with less resources than I desire…
In that case… can I let myself enjoy the experience my soul is choosing to have?
While also playing with desire and juicy longing for the experience my soul desires to have?
Can I hold both?
This has been fun to play with…
It’s shifted my perspective.
It’s brought up so many emotions.
It’s opened my mind to new thoughts.
And during my two weeks in Costa Rica + Envision Festival I got the wink from the universe that it’s all working…
I spent a good amount of my time there rubbing elbows with millionaires, multimillionaires and multi-six-figure business owners.
We sipped cacao together.
We danced our hearts out together.
We chatted over dinner, sunsets and DJ sets.
We watched monkeys play from a cliffside Bali villa.
I’m feeling resourceful, abundant and expansive AF💸
I came home to find out I had lost my job.
I've been bartending for consistent income while I build my business…
In the past, I would have PANICKED.
Went into immediate survival…
But something changed in me in the portal that was CR
I have the deepest trust that this is provision too.
It feels like redirection + divine intervention.
Oddly enough, I kept thinking during my last shift before CR “I feel like I don't work here anymore… is this my last shift here ever? I just don't think I work here anymore…”
I manifested it or that was prophecy…
Either way it's DIVINE.
And I CHOSE to stay open when I would normally close.
What I have received through this choice to remain open has BLOWN MY MIND.
Four days before Envision, a Priestess sister / dear friend of mine had asked me to go with her to Eclipse Festival in Austin in April (two weeks from today)…
This felt like an INCREDIBLE opportunity to weave intentional magic with her as two Priestesses honoring the Solar Eclipse as a symbol of Sacred Union – the merging of feminine and masculine (the moon + sun)
For me, this Eclipse feels extra powerful through that perspective: the eclipse is happening in the sign of Aries, and BOTH my Venus + Mars are in Aries!!! Being there with her feels important and powerful…
But without the job, I had to do the responsible thing and tell her no.
LITERALLY TWO DAYS LATER…
I was offered an opportunity to assist in facilitating 4 workshops at the festival, all expenses covered – God/dess said YES YOU ARE GOING!
And, you are going to add this Kundalini to your practice as well (so much magic happening BTS, but this story would be sooo long if I added all the details!)
Why am I sharing this story with you?
Because it truly gets to be this good…
But you have to stay open when you want to close.
We close + contract for protection…
When we experience stress or pain, for example…
If you want a different result in your life, you HAVE to make a different choice. You have to interrupt and redirect the pattern. You have to CHOSE it. You have to choose to open when you want to close.
What I have noticed the most this week?
I have so much more space.
Space that is not being consumed by worry.
Space that is not conditional to money or anything external.
It's truly and inside job, my love.
AND IT GETS TO BE THIS GOOD.