In service to LOVE only.

My LOVE,

Wow. The entire conversation has changed.

This eclipse season is doing some deep, deep work on me – compounded by all of the work I've done on myself; by the portal that was Costa Rica + Envision; and by all of the work God/dess has done on me…

The biggest thing I've let go of to allow these shifts to take place?

I was walking around needing from people.

I didn't know it – this was majorly in my blind spot…

But the energy showed up in so much of what I did,

And it was leading me into hiding.

Because I knew it didn't feel good to show up in this energy,

but I couldn't put my finger on what it WAS.

All I really wanted was to pour my love.

Yet I would wait to get validation and certainty FIRST.

I needed to know it was safe to give my love…

That my love would not be too much.

I had been withholding SO MUCH LOVE.

Over the past 3 weeks…

Three of my biggest fears came true.

And it changed EVERYTHING.

L I T E R A L L Y rewired my nervous system.

Because I realized I was safe.

Even in these places that felt life threatening only weeks ago.

(life threatening to my nervous system)

Suddenly I saw this blind spot, CLEAR AS DAY.

This lie I had been carrying onto.

The truth is…

I don't want or need anything…

I just want to love for the sake of loving.

For the past few months this question kept coming up in my field:

“What/where are you holding back?”

I kept looking at it all wrong.

But what I felt was ME… I was holding back ME.

It all makes sense now…

Holding back love IS HOLDING BACK ME.

I am the embodiment of love.

I cannot hold back love without holding back myself.

And I am here to pour love.

Nothing else matters.

Relationships, love, connection, intimacy…

THAT IS ABUNDANCE.

I am in service to love and only love.

To relationships – with self, other and God ♡

Letting the eclipse portal to keep doing it's work on me.

Resting, reflecting, releasing…

I'd say “see you on the other side” but we have another Heart Note before the solar eclipse on April 8th – you get an inside peek at the process for being here :)

What shifts are you calling in and experiencing with this eclipse season? And what are you choosing to let go of to make space for this next version of you?

Loving you big, sister.