Do I miss him?

Do I miss him?

Yes, I do.

I miss watching our favorite TV shows together (even though the amount of TV watched was one of the lifestyle choices that was not aligned for us)

I miss having someone to talk to about worldly affairs who has the same moderate and nuanced views as me (especially during an election year, but I digress)

I miss the adorable thing his face does when he laughs (and going to comedy shows together)

I miss watching him DJ (so hot…)

I miss my best friend.

But missing him doesn't mean I made the wrong decision to let him go.

Sometimes being true to ourselves and choosing alignment means having to let go of people, places and things we love – and it's not fucking easy. If it was, everyone would do it.

The thing is… my path chose me.

My calling calls me and I have to listen.

My devotion is to evolution, depth, and meeting more and more layers of myself.

My devotion is to full authentic expression.

My devotion is to expanding consciousness in the world through my service.

My devotion is to Sacred Union and meeting God through relationship + sex.

My devotion is to my body as a Temple.

My devotion is to integrity.

My devotion is to TRUTH.

When you devote yourself to truth, you cannot hide from it.

Your truth will set you free…

Even if it's painful at first.

I promise, it's worth it.

Let your grief crack you open and heal you.

Let pure, divine love pour in.

Let life fill you, move you, inform you…

AND TRUST YOURSELF TO TAKE THE LEAP.

It's ok to miss the things you had to leave behind.

It's ok to feel sad about it (feel your feels!)

Just don't make it mean anything about YOU.

The rest of your life awaits…

Will you surrender to her mystery?

xo, Lar