Big miracles, big magic.
My love, hello.
We took a break, and now we are back…
With a big message, big miracles and big magic.
Which comes with a story, of course.
The year 2024 began with a big prayer…
I was deeply desiring to be supported in high level business mentorship (with a handful of specific coaches in mind) – and – I was financially tapped out for investments. Still having 30K+ wrapped up in my business that has not made sufficient ROI (yet), I needed a miracle.
So I turned to God:
(I also chose to very specifically speak to the masculine aspect of God here, from a desire to be provided for and fully held by the divine masculine)
"Dear God,
I surrender to your divine will.
I trust in your provision…
I trust your yes,
I trust your no,
I trust your not this, not yet…
I trust you fully.
I desire to be supported by whomever is the RIGHT mentor(s) for me right now. Not who my ego thinks I want. Not who I think I need to work with. Not dependent on price. But the most aligned mentor(s) for me, my mission and your divine will.
Show me who to work with by providing for me the means to do so.
Please provide me aligned mentorship for 2024"
And then, I got to work.
I leaned into all of my edges, expanding my financial network. I asked for various types of business loans loans, I spoke to investment bankers.
I had conversations with people who made me feel so small – and more conversations with people who were empowering and so supportive of my mission, despite not being able to loan me the money.
I applied for a full scholarship for a program I was SO SURE I would get (my application was fire and so deeply rooted in God + service + love… but they had a TON of applicants)
With every NO I recieved, I trusted that it was provision.
I trusted God EVERY STEP OF THE WAY.
This is an absolute key.
In February, the 10 month program I wanted to use the loan for began. I didn't make the cut. But I trusted that it was all in divine timing. It was not aligned. I trusted the provision.
At this point, I fully surrendered and ceased ALL doing (in relation to mentorship). Then in march I spent two weeks in Costa Rica and went to Envision Festival…
I knew this was going to be a portal, but whoa.
At the festival I met a woman offering Kundalini Activations – and this send me on a wild, divinely guided AND FULLY FINANCIALLY PROVIDED FOR journey for the next 3 months of traveling to different festivals to assist and apprentice with her.
I am now initiated and certified to offer Kundalini Activations (more on this coming, but if you want to know nowww reply to this email and I'll share the deets!!!)
🤯🤯🤯
But wait… there's so much more…
God truly has blown me away with provision…
While in California for the third festival I received a message from the mentor I had applied for the scholarship with ( and hadn't been chosen for) – turns out I had WON a package of thirteen self study programs with her INCLUDING THE ONE I HAD APPLIED FOR
God literally said “ no, not this, not now… this AND SO MUCH MORE later”
Three weeks later a previous business coach of mine messaged me out of the blue and told me she felt like I was supposed to be in the program she was half way through running… and as an alumni of her other programs she would just add me in if I wanted to join!
I literally had the biggest identity and business breakthrough in my life almost immediately in that program – so she offered for me to join ANOTHER program to support me in implementing the shift into my business!
I literally cried and she told me that she was just following what God was asking her to do. Mind blown. I told her that God was directly answering my prayer through her.
You would think there could not possibly be more, but there is…
As that program was ending, I received an email from another previous mentor whom I had gone through my 9 month Priestess initiation with in 2023 – she has decided to extend the program to include a facilitation/certification portion and was inviting all original alumni back into the program for the next 6 months at no additional fee.
When I asked for provision, what I was expecting was for money to come (in one way or another) in order to pay for mentorship. That wasn't what God had in mind.
The year isn't even over yet and only God knows what else is in store! But as of now, I have received almost a year of high level, high touch mentorship AND two certifications…
FULLY PROVIDED FOR.
Because I asked humbly for it.
Because I chose to trust in the provision.
Because I trusted God's NO as much as God's YES.
Because I remained devoted all the way through.
Because I aligned my will with Gods.
Because I believe in miracles.
I have been on a path of devotion for a few years now…
The more I devote, the more God shows up.
And the more God shows up,
The more I desire to devote myself.
Last week God changed my heart and showed me exactly what devotion really is (a conversation for another day)… I've never felt so full of divine love in my life.
I give all of myself to God…
And I open to receive.
Loving you so big my babes.
Wishing you all the miracles + blessings!
P.S. – the coach who's program I was seeking the loan for and did not get into this year… she is going through a major transformation of her own right now and, at the moment, is not fully aligned with my mission… SO THAT WAS PROTECTION TOO.